With all the many tributes to Chuck Colson in the wake of
his death, one more would seem to be superfluous. But although I can’t say I
knew him long or well, he meant a great deal to me, and I too would like to add
my voice to the chorus of people whose lives he touched.
My involvement with Chuck came about by an improbable
collection of events that I wrote about briefly in the Acknowledgements of Why You Think the Way You Do. To make a
long story short, Chuck was given a copy of a talk I had given on Jonathan
Edwards’ worldview by someone who had not heard it. Although he got cassettes
all the time and rarely listened to them, for some reason he put mine in the
cassette deck in his car. He liked what he heard and wrote me a very nice
letter telling me how much he’d enjoyed it, and asking me if I’d like to
collaborate with him some time. My mama didn’t raise no dummies, so of course I
agreed.
Chuck asked me to teach in the Centurions program, which has
been one of the greatest joys and privileges of my life. Why You Think the Way You Do grew out of the teaching I did there. I
have taught the Centurion for eight years, and after every live training with
only a very few exceptions, Chuck sent me a personal note thanking me and
commenting about specific aspects of the weekend. He frequently mentioned
divine providence in bringing us together to work on the Centurions … and on other
things.
What I didn’t know was that Chuck had a way of finding
people he liked and pulling them into projects. As T. M. Moore, Chuck’s
theological mentor, once said to me, “Glenn, God loves you and Chuck has a
wonderful plan for your life.” Chuck asked me to be the content consultant for Wide Angle; years later he brought me in
to bring together the very different styles of Alpha and Breakpoint to produce
the Walk the Talk series. He informed
me that I would need to be in Princeton on a
particular date to film Doing the Right
Thing, only this time I’d be on the panel. He had me helping with the
workbooks for each of these as well.
Then there were writing projects. I do a bimonthly column at
the Colson Center that I suspect he initiated. He
asked me to produce a short book expanding on his worldview grid, which should
be out shortly if all goes well. I just wish I had gotten it out quicker so he
could have seen it. Then he liked one of my talks at the Centurions so much
that he asked me to convert it to articles and a video series for pastors. That
was the origin of the Christians who
Changed their World series. We’re still working on how to make the videos
happen.
The point of all this is that Chuck changed the direction of
my life in some pretty profound ways. All of my worldview and apologetics ministry,
many of my publications, and the future direction for much of my work stem from
the fact that Chuck took an interest in me and believed in me. He gave me
opportunities to make a difference in his ministry, with the result that my own
efforts were multiplied far beyond what I could ever have accomplished
personally.
I want to mention two things about Chuck that I haven’t seen
in the many tributes to him that I have read since his death. First, when we
were working on Wide Angle, he was
going over the outlines for the session after breakfast and before we started
filming. As he was going through, a particular subject came up that I knew had
appeared in some of his other talks prior to this. I don’t know if he noticed a
change in my expression as he summarized the point, but he looked at me and
said, “Is that right?” I told him, not exactly, and explained it more
precisely. He then used the more accurate content in Wide Angle and every time I heard him teach the material since. I
don’t know many people at Chuck’s level who are humble enough to look for
clarification in areas that they are considered experts, and who can integrate
new information as thoroughly and seamlessly as he did.
Second, my wife and two kids came with me on some of the
Centurions weekends. Chuck was always very gracious to them and made the time
to speak into my kids’ lives whenever he could. Their lives and thinking have
been profoundly influenced by Chuck both directly and indirectly ever since.
I can’t claim that I knew Chuck well or that we were close
friends. But I think I can call him a friend, as well as a mentor and a
colleague. And I know I loved him. I am deeply and profoundly grateful for the
difference he’s made in my life and in the lives of Lynn, Elizabeth, and
Brendan, and I am especially glad that I had the opportunity to tell him that
after one of the Centurions weekends. I don’t know what direction my work will
take without him, but I do know that I am part of his legacy. And for any of
you Centurions who are reading this, you are, too.
In 1 Cor. 11:1, Paul tells the church in Corinth to follow his example as he follows
Christ’s. For me, that verse applies to Chuck and to others like him. Are they
perfect? No, and they would be appalled if they thought anyone believed them to
be. But they are worthy role models nonetheless. I only hope that I will have
sufficient courage and faithfulness to follow in their footsteps, so that with
them, I will hear Jesus say, “Well done, good and faithful servant. Enter now
into the joy of your Lord.”
Rest in peace, my brother.
I, too, as a Centurion observed as Chuck made a special effort to affirm me and my ministry every time I met him after enrolling in the Centurion Program. I look upon him as one of the most effective mentors who has influenced my life. My attempt to re-engage in the public square would not have happened without the influence of Chuck's Biblical worldview teaching.
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